what am i doing?what are we all doing?
these questions surface and no answer for restitution.
it doesn't even matter the subject.
you can apply those two questions to anything.
what am i doing enjoying this persons company when they are in a committed relationship?
what are we all doing pretending to enjoy an evening at a bar when in fact we are all lonely human beings looking for the next person to fill our void.
paul simon was WRONG. we are not rocks nor island. we are nerves carrying reverse signals to arteries...and somehow FEEL things. ISNT THAT CRAZY?
we feel things.
i think we forget that we feel.
if i were to take a minute with myself, sitting here at this computer at 12:17 at night, tears streaming down my face, i would realize i'm just human.